Monday, September 26, 2005
X0X0 Breathe in... breathe out... Whew! I'm going through a super weird feeling right now. I'm supposed to have a "meeting" with our QA director at 10 this morning but another urgent meeting came up with my boss and IM people which finished around 10:30. So after that I dashed to the QA area only to find out that... boo! the QA director's door is shut. I felt like the world closed on me! Waaaaah! Now I just called her AA to say that I won't be available for the "meeting" until next week. The problem is, I was re-scheduled for tomorrow at 9am. Can my day get any worse? I don't think I'll be able to forgive myself if this becomes a point against me. Or should I just take this as a sign? *tear* Bahala na.

X0X0 The events for the whole week of last week was a confirmation of what I feel about Jax - love in the truest meaning. Yep I've said this many times before but then it's just different when there's no pag-iinarte involved and I know in my heart that I wasn't being selfish. To my Jax, I ain't perfect and sometimes I may be such a wuz. I could be moody and over-sensitive and crybaby (I know you hate this).. but you should know that I love you so much. Thank you for Ferrero and for taking me to Tagaytay last weekend. Even if you don't say it I know it's your little way of making it up to me. Thanks for trying your best to be the man you know I want. You don't have to try but thank you for doing it nevertheless. You really know how to make my heart melt. Love you 637.

X0X0 I'm excited about my training on Flexible Packaging tomorrow. Aside from the added knowledge and another line in my resume, I get to have free lunch for the rest of the week AND I'm gonna see Jean! Yey! It's been 9 months since I saw this girl. Wow! I have a feeling this is gonna be like College. Weeheeeeeee!

X0X0 What I'm having now: Frito-Lay Stax Salt & Vinegar, mixed chocolates: Caramel, Bounty, Milky Way, Mars all from the Celebration combo. Ok I don't have the right to complain about my love handles. You know where I get it from. Diet down the drain. Haha!