Ok so it's not like I see Jax everyday on weekdays. But him being in Taiwan again for the whole week puts me in the I-miss-you-terribly mode deeper than usual. I would like to attribute this to the fact that it's still different when I know he's just an hour drive away from my house. At least there's still a chance I could see him when I can't hold the madness (brought about by my low EQ-ness) any longer. Looking at the brighter side though, in a way, it's a form of confirmation that we do love each other. I think it's scary when one (or worse, both) gets too overwhelmed and eventually, too comfortable with the new environment (or for the one who was left behind, new situation) that the missing and yearning stops. I'm glad I don't have that concern now.

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Weird. Every single night for the whole week, I found myself waking up, for no reason at all, at the exact same time - between 2 and 3 am. I'd open my eyes, turn on my TV and set it to sleep mode after 15 minutes, watch (half-squinting) for the next 10 minutes until I doze off again. Last night, however, was different. I woke up at 2:48 and couldn't get my eyes shut even after finishing Meet Mimi (I'm starting to like Mariah again, by the way) on Channel V. Hmmm... have I turned insomniac, you might ask?? Nah. I think I'm just having a bad case of what I call mishu virus.

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I'm feeling nauseous from the coffee I had at Country Style this morning. Either that or I'm just having another anxiety attack. Can't wait to pick up Jax from the airport tomorrow!

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I know it's not that bad. It's just one friggin' week! E ba't ba noh?! Gusto ko mag-inarte. Walang pakialamanan. Hehehe...