Monday, September 26, 2005
X0X0 Breathe in... breathe out... Whew! I'm going through a super weird feeling right now. I'm supposed to have a "meeting" with our QA director at 10 this morning but another urgent meeting came up with my boss and IM people which finished around 10:30. So after that I dashed to the QA area only to find out that... boo! the QA director's door is shut. I felt like the world closed on me! Waaaaah! Now I just called her AA to say that I won't be available for the "meeting" until next week. The problem is, I was re-scheduled for tomorrow at 9am. Can my day get any worse? I don't think I'll be able to forgive myself if this becomes a point against me. Or should I just take this as a sign? *tear* Bahala na.

X0X0 The events for the whole week of last week was a confirmation of what I feel about Jax - love in the truest meaning. Yep I've said this many times before but then it's just different when there's no pag-iinarte involved and I know in my heart that I wasn't being selfish. To my Jax, I ain't perfect and sometimes I may be such a wuz. I could be moody and over-sensitive and crybaby (I know you hate this).. but you should know that I love you so much. Thank you for Ferrero and for taking me to Tagaytay last weekend. Even if you don't say it I know it's your little way of making it up to me. Thanks for trying your best to be the man you know I want. You don't have to try but thank you for doing it nevertheless. You really know how to make my heart melt. Love you 637.

X0X0 I'm excited about my training on Flexible Packaging tomorrow. Aside from the added knowledge and another line in my resume, I get to have free lunch for the rest of the week AND I'm gonna see Jean! Yey! It's been 9 months since I saw this girl. Wow! I have a feeling this is gonna be like College. Weeheeeeeee!

X0X0 What I'm having now: Frito-Lay Stax Salt & Vinegar, mixed chocolates: Caramel, Bounty, Milky Way, Mars all from the Celebration combo. Ok I don't have the right to complain about my love handles. You know where I get it from. Diet down the drain. Haha!

Thursday, September 22, 2005
Hangover from watching A Lot Like Love... I soo like Ashton Kutcher!

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I never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore
What a feeling

Tied up in ancient history
I didnt believe in destiny
I look up you're standing next to me
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
And it's brighter than sunshine

I never saw it happening
I'd given up and given in
I just couldn't take the hurt again
What a feeling

I didn't have the strength to fight
Suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun, sun, shine.

Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand and you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

I got a feeling in my soul ...

Monday, September 19, 2005
This is a resurrection! Hehe.. Been extremely busy the past weeks (oh including this week pala) so I'm just giving tinee-weenie updates.

Out-of-Office Events I've Been To:
* Asia Food Expo at the World Trade Center - inspired me to start my own food business. got acquainted with possible equipment and raw material suppliers. free taste.
* Training on Establishment of Thermal Processes for Canned Foods - a.k.a. quality girl bonding time with my boss. reminiscent of my college days - specifically counting tie lines, distillation, Ponchon-Savarit graphs, and the like..

Celebrations:
* Don's Birthday (September 8)
* My Jax's Birthday (September 12)
* Mommy Mae's baby boy Mico (born on Mama Mary's birthday)
* Arlene's TOR filing (Hehe.. Ya know what I mean girl.. graduation is just around the corner!)
* Jax-Pearl 23rd month

What I Need To Do (But rather not be doing):
* Project VM stability test for 6th month cycle
* Pictures of VM Kraft Bags
* Headspace Evaluation Report
* PMS/PAS project write-up, update, and timelines
* Follow-up supplier on Thickness Reduction of all can sizes
* Pay my Globe bill* My art project ~wink!~
* Finish my to-read at home: Stat and MinitabRecent

Dilemma:
* CIG vs. R&D

Looking Forward To:
* Wednesday (won't say why muna)
* October 16 (travel, hopefully)
* 2 weddings by the end of the year
* going home (now na!)

Saturday, September 03, 2005

Ok so it's not like I see Jax everyday on weekdays. But him being in Taiwan again for the whole week puts me in the I-miss-you-terribly mode deeper than usual. I would like to attribute this to the fact that it's still different when I know he's just an hour drive away from my house. At least there's still a chance I could see him when I can't hold the madness (brought about by my low EQ-ness) any longer. Looking at the brighter side though, in a way, it's a form of confirmation that we do love each other. I think it's scary when one (or worse, both) gets too overwhelmed and eventually, too comfortable with the new environment (or for the one who was left behind, new situation) that the missing and yearning stops. I'm glad I don't have that concern now.

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Weird. Every single night for the whole week, I found myself waking up, for no reason at all, at the exact same time - between 2 and 3 am. I'd open my eyes, turn on my TV and set it to sleep mode after 15 minutes, watch (half-squinting) for the next 10 minutes until I doze off again. Last night, however, was different. I woke up at 2:48 and couldn't get my eyes shut even after finishing Meet Mimi (I'm starting to like Mariah again, by the way) on Channel V. Hmmm... have I turned insomniac, you might ask?? Nah. I think I'm just having a bad case of what I call mishu virus.

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I'm feeling nauseous from the coffee I had at Country Style this morning. Either that or I'm just having another anxiety attack. Can't wait to pick up Jax from the airport tomorrow!

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I know it's not that bad. It's just one friggin' week! E ba't ba noh?! Gusto ko mag-inarte. Walang pakialamanan. Hehehe...

Thursday, September 01, 2005
It's officially the 1st day of the 1st -ber month! Christmas na!!! Yey! Parang kelan lang d ako excited (I kinda dread its coming pa nga).. pano kasi may christmas blues! Weheh! But now that I'm happy in most aspects and, I'd like to stress... THAT aspect that matters most to me... *wink!*.. I'm really looking forward to the holidays.

Things I looove during yuletide:

+ christmas shopping
+ the wind & weather - sarap mag-cuddle! =)
+ coffee or hot choco
+ makati lights in the evening
+ knitted clothes
+ tagaytay trips with cousins
+ long break from work!